hope you enjoy it this time... you gave it all away.

Wednesday, October 30, 2013

urgh goddamnit RE screwed me over!
why the hell would you ask me to defend concepts that are not even applicable to my project??
it's like the tons of hours spent doing literature search were just WASTED IN A FLASH.
what's the point of slogging my guts out in the lab doing my best to get reproducible data when you're freakin' judged by a single prof within 5 minutes.

sighs. time to grow up. stop bitching and start changing. gotta go read up more... =::(
literature review sucks my ass.

oh and... thanks Lau for that much needed ice cream to calm me down =)
you never fail to crack me up when i'm bogged down by work.
don't worry! you'll get that horror movie chance ;)

wishing at 1:28 AM

Sunday, October 27, 2013

After reading Sam's post...

I guess it reflects a lot about my life in the last 3 months or so...

Being thrown WAY out of my comfort zone.. That I just yearn to get closer sometimes.

All began with the FYP.. I knew I was built for the PP topics but I just had to pick a wet lab! It's one of the first times I've taken such a huge leap to challenge myself. And I've been far far out of my comfort zone since then...

Then it proceeded on to... Keeping a healthy lifestyle... Forcing myself to make new friends, work out regularly, join Pilates and manage jelly's daily walks... I've never felt so tired in my life ALL THE TIME. Partly cos of this "more fulfilling" life as well as struggling against my introverted nature...

Then came Matt and Lau, it's then just me trying to balance the need for human contact and the want for a mentally rigorous life...

Heads up man. I can do this shit! My sis can do it, and so can I!

Jiayou Jie! And jiayou jy!

*half collapsing but still hanging on.

wishing at 2:26 PM

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

I know i blew it...
i'm so sorry...
if only i could make it up to you somehow...

please don't ignore me.

wishing at 10:47 PM

Sunday, October 20, 2013

Goodbye, and goodnight dear friend. I've had a lot of fun, and will never be able to make it up to you.

Thank you for everything.

wishing at 10:06 PM