i knew it was coming...
i knew the results would turn out like that.
why do i still feel this way?
maybe listening to him say it actually confirmed it..

maybe he was right.
maybe i didn't work hard enough.
then i really didn't deserve it.

i just need time alone now...
need to sort out my thoughts...
sorry...

hello!

havent blogged for some time...
oh wells...
quite alot has happened....
OG BBQ ON THIRD DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR!
whoo~
changpeng, huiyi, lingyong and i went to shop for stuffs at giant in the morning.. (for bbq)
and then met the rest to go to lingyong's house!
mann i like his house.. QUITE BIG LEHH...
=)
then like quite neat and clean too...
my house is in a total mess... hmms.
okayy so we put down our bags then went BIKING!
yay at east coast park...
WALK SO FAR CAN.
=P
okayy la.. i lazy la...
then we rented some double bikes and some single bikes
we swopped and all that throughout the journey...
had the double tandem bike for one part of the journey...
so freaky!
hahaha...
okayy la.. i trust you.
then after that went to play arcade...
(wasn't in our original plan =P )
yayyy shoot hoops with yujie
got to level 4 leh!
i think we quite pro.
but timo pro-er!
level 6 or 7 HIMSELF.
womg
then lingyong and wanyi played time crisis...
they zai lehh...
hahaha...
i'm serious.. i havent gotten more than 300 000 points before. =P
i feel lousy. hmms.
oh wells..
SINCE WHEN DO YOU EVEN SEE A GIRL PLAYING TIME CRISIS HUR.
=P
okayy walked back to lingyong's house with wang, huiyi and lisa first
to START FIRE.
yayyy...
guess what...
I KNOW HOW TO START FIRE LE.. hoorah...
then cp lisa eugene huiyi and i were like...
MENG FANNING THE FIRE after that..
eugene got more skill than cp.. =P
kayy la..
they both very pro
hahahhaa
then the fire was started!
I FEEL DAMN STUPID LA..
forgot to bring mandarin oranges.
I TOOK THEM OUT OF THE FRIDGE
AND LEFT THEM ON MY TABLE.
wth.
then bai nian that time so awkward la.. didn't know what to do..
then his mum gave angbao somemore...chao nice
THANKS LY'S FAMILY.
okayy back to the bbq...
yayy our food was NICEEEE..
esp. the prawns....
that was the fav! hahaha
thanks to both of us mann.. ;)
but in the end couldn't finish the food too.. haha
too much le...
but YAY WE FINISHED THE SATAY..
100 sticks!
after that was alot of dunking..
hahaha...
INTO THE POOL.
so funny la.. then ALL THE GUYS were damn wet.
hahaa
then we girls were dryy.. though i wanted to get wet. hur.
but oh wells.
cp lost his specs in the pool!
and yay to timo's, wang's, huiyi's phone and cp himself, they got back his glasses..
cp is chao pro..
hahaha...
okiee...
then we went home..
yepp...
today was sooooo funnnnnn....
YAY OG40 ROCKS MY SOCKS.
whoo~
i can't wait for OG chalet! yayyy
but i have this weeeiiirrddd feeling i'm gonna have to saigang again
hmms.

vday!
school... was.....
CHAOTIC.
hahaha..
presents EVERYWHERE la...
hahaa...
gave out my wooden heart clips...
and timeouts...
then received alot of things too!
muffins, brownies, jellies, chocos, candies, handmades, soft toys, apple?!
hahaha...
and of course 2 STALKS OF SUNFLOWERS.
yayy
from jiayun (dear bro) and yangyi (dearest!)
hahaha....
yayy i like flowers...
erm...
after school went to watch p.s. i love you!
yayy
now i know where to go where you wont really see people you know...
that movie was....
niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
erm.. okayy la.. i was crying most of the time lo...
actually start then i cry le...
heh
okayy la..
so i was REALLY TIRED THAT DAY.
when i get tired i cry very very easily.
5 hours of sleep in 2 days leh!
oh wells...
yepp...
thanks.... =)
erm.. and sorry =P
then went for dinner lo...
yayy dinner was filling!
but nice la...
EVERYWHERE WAS PACKED WITH PEOPLE CAN.
goodness.
and like.. turn left turn right turn front turn back alllllll couples.
goodness.
hahaha
anyways.. thanks... again.

that's all so far.
shall stop writing...
loooonnnggg post here...
anyways... for pictures... just go to the link on the RIGHT!
under "PICTURE ME"...
you'll get lotsa pictures there.. =)
too ma fan to post pics here... haha..
do go there to look!
;)
byesss

thanks for your letter...
i know you didn't expect my reaction...
but at least i guess it shows how important you really are to me...
i really appreciate the effort you've put in for that...
=)
i love the times spent with you too...
*hughug