nobody said it was easy....
but you've just got to do it.
=D
yesterday was FUNNN
apollo I SCREAM FOR ICE CREAM
i ate like... 4 cups of ice cream??!!
my goodness our class had 2 one litre packs and
1 SIX LITRE BUCKET of ice cream
GOODNESS
i need to start full scale diet
hehs

after that was MORE FUN
cooked pasta
(goodness gracious can we cook something ELSE next time)
played monopoly!
mega retarded CAN.
and my mom thought we were drinking wine 0.0
it's sparkling water laaa
played cards
I OWN YOU IN SPEED
played alot of music...
tortured jelly
hmm.. kinda concludes the day at my house..
=P
loveloves huiyi and wangyi!

hi!!!


i just got home from school.
today's a looooong loooong day
6 hours of lessons!
with an hour and a half break smacked in the middle
i actually survived.
WOW



ate chocolate!
cocoa trees sale thingy in school..
trust me their rittersport is LOOOVELYY
and absolutely D.E.licious
i bought this butter biscuit one that i've never actually seen before
and i love the rum and raisin too!
you can totally get drunk just by smelling the rum =D



that reminds me..
i havent been drinking for a long time =C
miss the feeling actually
SOMEONE PLEASE DATE ME.
i feel like drinking. =P



anyways...
i was just thinking bout' my sister..
I TOTALLY MISS HER
oh wells i bet she's having lotsa fun in germany now
i'm so jealous sis!

=D that's me and my sis a few years back =P
i think she's suuuuper pretty

that's me elsa and my sis!

ahh sis is in germany
and elsa is in australia...

now i'm stuck alone in Singapore =C
i miss them sooo much
miss the shopping trips, the kbox and everything else
please come back soon!

okayy this post is pretty random actually
but
ohwells.

tomorrow's half day =D
ad-hoc event after school
i SCREAM for ICE CREAM
cant wait ;)

ice cream is the <33

and after that..
huiyi and wang are gonna come to my house
oh boy i hope we dont mess it up
see you guys tomorrow!

loveloves

i cant believe what i did just now.
walked in the rain when i came home just now.
got down 2 bus stops before my stop..
walked all the way home in the rain
was entirely soaked when i got home.
and fell asleep on my bedroom floor with my wet clothes still on
and now i'm terribly sick.

it happened.
what if it happens to me sometime soon.
i wont be able to take it.
no...

谢谢你让我爱过你
~s.h.e.

感觉天气冷了
就加件毛衣
而不是急着躲进
某个人的怀里
这么简单的常识
我竟然忘记
直到你离去
才恢复记忆

还可以呼吸
心跳也还规律
只除了寂寞
它还不肯马上就平息
相恋和失恋
如果说都需要练习
一次学会两种
也算好事情

谢谢你教会我
爱需要两颗心
谢谢你示范了
什么人该放弃
谢谢你提醒我
痛会唤醒勇气
谢谢你曾让我这样的
爱过你

只要睁开眼睛
就有好风景
再不用苦苦等你
偶尔的好心情
这种简单的快乐
比玫瑰美丽
我相信伤心
会慢慢痊愈

谢谢你教会我
爱需要两颗心
谢谢你示范了
什么人该放弃
谢谢你提醒我
痛会唤醒勇气
谢谢你曾让我这样的
爱过你~

oh it's what you do to me...
不知名的心酸
不应该这样的,不应该,不应该...
just so you know, this feeling's taking control of me. and i cant help it...
promos...
THEY'RE COMING SOON
WTH.
i swear i'm gonna start early
and i'm not gonna let my grades suck again.
i've had enough.
i'm not gonna let myself do it again.

why am i feeling this way?
i cant let it happen again.
thought you should know, i tried my best to let go
got back my GP today
wtf
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME.

oh wells...
i've gotta freaking work harder =C

another turning point
the fork's stuck in the road.

heyy...
i wu yuan wu gu emo-ed again just now
started throwing things around..
shouted..
cried..
i guess i know exactly why.
i dont know.. i've been saying i'm okayy... am i really?
i hope i am...
i dont want people to ask what's wrong. i'm done explaining.
anyways.. went to swirl with wang after school today.
i guess i really needed that relaxation.
but the ice cream was great
still love the cheese one!
and.. played speed(with uno cards), pick-up sticks (what the hell), scrabble (=P)
one hell crap of an afternoon and evening.. (yearh we stayed THAT long)
but trust me it was FUN.
well since when have you left the com
and gone back to these really classic games
hahaha...

i have lots to do this weekend!
dies. but there's still time to think about you
I'LL SURVIVE. =D

below's a song from MCR..
yep i just love them.
andd...
i am not afraid to walk this world alone.



Famous Last Words
~My Chemical Romance
~The black parade

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart
But where's your heart
But where's your

And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change

So many
Bright lights they cast a shadow
But can I speak
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete

A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Tell me if you stay I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
'Cause I'm out here
on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak

Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Tell me if you stay I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Tell me if you stay I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake
and unafraid
Asleep
or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake
and unafraid
Asleep
or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake
and unafraid
Asleep
or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake
and unafraid
Asleep
or dead...

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Tell me if you stay I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone

Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone

Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

it's the first time anyone has talked to me like that
i dont know...
i cant describe that feeling.
it's kinda like...
someone has punched me hard enough in the face
to make me wake up.

start blaming him?
i dont think i can do that.
maybe i should just stop everything here.
and..if it really is so hard.
i guess i can let it go.
it did seem like the world to me some time back.
but i think.. it's starting to fade.
and thanks to the people around me too.

i know what i did was stupid.
i didn't know what i was thinking then

i know you want me to promise i'll never do it again.
but i know what i'm capable of doing when i'm not thinking right
and i dont want to break another promise anymore
so i'm sorry.
i can only tell you i'll try
and trust me.
the next time these things happen,
i will think twice bout' what you said
i will.
thanks tricia.. thanks wangyi..