hope you enjoy it this time... you gave it all away.

Monday, October 20, 2008

this blog has caused enough misunderstandings.
maybe it's finally time to close it...
i'll seriously consider that..

i'm home at 10.50 on a monday morning.
and.. i realised sabby didn't have school
reached home... and started talking...
heyy sabby...
i'm sorry but i have to say this
enough is enough
i dont think he owes you any explanation at all
if you want to continue ignoring me and zhen
that's perfectly okayy
but i just wanna say i really didn't mean to scold you like that
neither did zhen
so please think it through...
and you can always talk to us if you feel like it.

i seriously want a motion-sensor phone!
it's fun
exactly the kind of idiot-proof games
idiots like me need =D
okiee i'm sooo much happier after talking to sabby now
will be back in school at 3.30 for training later
now i need to catch my Zzzs.

wishing at 10:46 AM

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

new blogskin!
okayy more like i only changed the picture. =P
erm.. small images within the picture courtesy from deviantart
and photoshop brushes from brushesdownload
the rest are kinda...
MY OWN WORK =D
hahhaa. i think it's very... me
=D
yay i'm happy!

wishing at 8:30 PM

Monday, October 13, 2008

i'm thinking... and. i'm frustrated.
i finally got what i was thinking all this while...
it kinda struck me just a while ago.
it's that i'm feeling so insecure.
yes.. that's the exact word
i dont even know how i came to feel this way.
dont get me wrong...
i believe you
but it's the feeling that both of you just cant let something go.
i've tried.. trust me i have..
i've tried to not let myself think so much
but every time i see her...
that's what comes to my mind first.
maybe.. that's why i'm scared.
yeah.. things are starting to make sense.

that's a WRONG word to use.
because it's overestimating yourself.
if you really do so,
why dont i see it in people around you?
trust me.
you've hurt more than you think.
so fuck out of this.

wishing at 9:52 PM