I'M CURRENTLY SO VERY TORN
should i start a nail blog??
but will anyone read it??
is it worth the effort??
but it's soooo tempting that when the blog gets big enough with a good subscriber-ship, polish companies actually automatically send you there new products for you to try, review and comment on!
how awesome is that?! free polishes sent to you JUST to try them out ;)

sighs.. but i dont even have THAT many polishes..
and i'm not gonna be able to do too much nail work in the future in the healthcare sector.
i dont even know how long i'll be able to sustain it if i ever do it..
it was really really flattering when my cousin asked me to start one when i sent her pictures of my nail arts and swatches...
but i dont think i'll venture that far..
oh wells..
even if i get a separate nail blog up.. it'll probably only be for my own perusal in future
just to admire my little works of art ;)

but the link will be here definitely!
=D

so many thanks to all who've seen my nail works and given me comments, good or bad.
jia! i remember your comment that my pink hearts were POLLY-POCKET-LIKE. lol
i will improve and experiment on all the techniques that my uber unstable, jittery and non-artsy fingers will allow...
so till then, keep your heads up!

And this is what I gotta remember so dearly in the healthcare field.
We see so many patients every single day that they just become a single collective entity.
But to the family or loved ones of that one single patient, there is ONLY ONE of him/her.
So treat every single patient in a manner that is answerable to his/her loved ones and give your utmost attention to every single one of them because every patient deserves it.

嗡。咕噜蓮生悉地。吽
唵。嘛呢叭咪。吽
My dearest ah ma, please get well soon, 祈求佛祖、师尊、菩萨保佑。

This is a real late post, studying for finals till 4am in the morning (screw my sleep cycle).
But I have to say this - I love my daddy! =)
He's like the most impt person to me in my life! He gets on my nerves a lot actually hahahaha BUT I always try to tell myself that he will always be the one who cares the most about me even when all I have is shit to say to him haha
Seriously he has to tolerate me bitching and whining about all my usual daily 20+ years old happenings that I don't understand how a 50years old man can find at the very least interesting.
And I hate myself when sometimes I can't understand him and end up throwing totally childish and insensitive tantrums or just ignoring him when he needs my help. I gotta spend the rest of my life repaying him for that.
And I will also spend the rest of my life taking care of the one who has treated me like a princess and giving me the best any parent can give their child. So here's to my dearest daddy:

Demons by Imagine Dragons

well this is here because i really don't ever wanna forget this song.
people tend to say that the music was way better back in ____
but i beg to differ. music has to change as do the way we live.
things that were once important enough to be made into songs may not be anymore in a different time.
and here i found this one that shook me to my core.

no matter what we breed
we still are made of greed.

they say it's what you make
i say it's up to fate

don't get too close
it's dark inside
it's where my demons hide
it's where my demons hide.

this is pure beauty in intangible waves.

I gotta let go of this. But let me tell you.
THAT WAS OUR PLACE.

Hahaha wtf brain
I was just trying to sleep and then I thought of a donut maker LOL
Like the one they sell at tangs specially for making donuts it's like a waffle pan but with donut shaped holes! =D
They make healthier donuts too cos they're more like baked rather than fried! How cool is that!

Haha so I went on to think what kind of kitchen appliances I'd wanna have in future lol cos I'll be spending a hell lot of time in there!

Hmm let's start with an oven, like a full-sized under the stove one....
An industrial blender! For my multiple fruit smoothies that taste ever so awesome...
A waffle making machine! Or a waffle pan cos I LOVE WAFFLES WITH CHEESE THEY JUST OH SO MAKE MY DAY
Microwave!!
Soup and stew boiler/broiler to make delicious soup without having to control the fire cos I suck at that hahahaha
Hugeeeee refrigerator
Electric stove! I know I know all the talk about food coming from it not being tasty and all but I've tried it on various occasions and decided that tastiness depends 90% on the cook, 5% seasoning, 4% tastebud working status and maybe that 1% stove HAHAHA
Nicer dicer! Cos the afternoon paid advertisements on tv make it look so cool don't ask me why I'm watching that on tv heh
Yogurt machine! Cos I love home made yogurt and its so easy to make!
Ice cream machine! Seriously, I don't think I need to explain this.
Happycall! Salmons seer so well on these....

Hmm on a side note I'd be happy if I had a little wine rack, a serving tray of hard liquor and bar glasses, a quaint little tea kettle, teapot and tea glasses set! Oh and maybe a quaint set of coasters too

Ahhh I can totally picture my kitchen in future lol...

Holding on anger is like drinking poison...
And expecting someone else to die...

Hmm so it's either let go, or express your anger... I wonder if expressing your anger will be like feeding someone else the poison... I guess not. It doesn't really affect the other person anyways...


ON A BRIGHTER NOTE,

Yesterday was a great day! By great I mean 2 awesome bnj cones absolutely free! How awesome is that =D
Oh and these few girls were CONSTANTLY YAPPING AND YUPPING BEHIND JO AND I
TALK ABOUT IMMATURE.
They even came up with a cheer about rape WTF?!
Oh wells. Bnj was totally worth it though. Heh...

Drool!

This is the cutest photo yet of BMS!!
DROOOOOL.