this post shall be dedicated to my darling little brother
JELLY!
okayy so this is my family's little baby..
okayy he's not very little.. 3 years plus already.
jellybean toh wang wang =D
we got him 3 years ago.. still a baby
and he's full adult size now
but... well he hasn't grown much
HEH
okayy he's a mini yorkshire terrier..
iknow.. yorkshires are already TINY.
jelly is still
MINI.
hahaha...
well you've gotta see him to know how cute he is!
cutest little dog you'll ever ever see =D

i love you jelly dear!
*mwahh

I HEREBY DECLARE THAT
I MISS YOU TOO HUIYI!
can we meet up soon please please please
and we are so gonna hang out alot after promos =D
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EXAMS.
we are oh so gonna score well

what do i do when i'm stressed!

1: scream into my pillow
i often end up getting saliva on it so. yep. you can stay away from it
okiee i used to have this reallly cute red hello kitty pillow
and that'll be my favourite one to scream into
but. it kinda got really dirty
and my dad couldn't stand it
so he threw it away
=C
i'm still missing it right now

2: eat ice cream
trust me.
nothing works better than ice cream
at least for me =P
it's the best thing i can ever get!
*hinthint
i scream for ice cream!
haha.. okiee so let's list down my favourite flavours!
(this list is so not going to end)
bnj new york super fudge chunk(with a cookie cookie sundae), haagan dazs belgium choco and vanilla, swirl cheese, venezia yoggi, swenson's sticky chewy choco, mochi yam, crunchies, vinetta double choco, .... (do i really have to complete this??)

3: sing OUT LOUD.
hahahahaha
yay at least i have someone complimenting my voice
okayy so when i get serious, i think i can sing well enough to not shatter eardrums!
but... you dont wanna hear me when i'm trying to make weird noises =P

4: sleep
sleeping's always the great escape
but guess what?
when you wake up..
the stress gets even worse.
so... nah..
i dont do this very often

5: yoga
hmm.. i know.. weird.
but sometimes i do go into my basic yoga positions.
trust me..
those who havent tried yoga before,
it works!
to those who are suaning it right now
hahaha.. you can try it
bet you cant hold at any position for more than a minute.
boring? no.
for those who are hyperactive....
it's even worse.
but.. it's always worth a try =D
and sabby! stop niaoing me.
I CAN STAY AT HIGH ANCHOR TREE FOR 10 MINUTES.
BEAT THAT.
=P

so during ct session last friday..
mrs toh made us do this exercise..
like...
tell people what you do when you're stressed
these are what i came up with!
seriously,
it gets more and more hilarious every time i think about what i wrote.
like all these are so...
me.
heh

anyways.. i have a mini wishlist right now =D
(okayy fine it's not so mini)
sony ericsson X1
new pencil case
sneakers (everlast!)
new lappy (my old vaio is dying)
LOTS of cute stuffs
stickers!
adidas shorts
f21 babydoll dress
new heels
sandals
monkey socks (i lost my old pair)
ringssss =D

looking forward now
i wont care about what others say
they become oh so insignificant when i focus on what's important.
so say what you want.
i wont give a damn anymore.

September 11th...

what a day...

NEW YORK - Relatives of victims killed at the World Trade Center arrived at dawn Thursday for ceremonies that will commemorate the seventh anniversary of the Sept. 11 attacks.
(yahoo news)

kinda makes people think alot.
i remember that day, 7 years ago...
my entire family was glued to the television and news throughout the night.

you know these ceremonies that commemorate the anniversary of sept 11,
some believe that they are actually to help the relatives of victims
by gathering all those who lost their loved ones

but yahoo news actually questioned:
Some mourners wondered if the remembrance would, or should, continue as it has indefinitely.
(yahoo news)

because some replies went:
"We've kept it alive, and perhaps kept it alive too long," said Charles Wolf, whose wife, Katherine, was killed at the World Trade Center. "How many times do you reopen the wounds?"
(yahoo news)

well i found this to be really thought-provoking...

yesterday was MAF!
quite cool actually...
saw alot of seniors.. people.. friends..
=))
programmes were pretty boring at first
well
was stoning all the way until the grand light up
BEAUTIFUL
i admire the councillors. alot.
hhahaha...
well those who didn't make it there..
certainly missed a good show!
at least i know hc certainly looks nice at night

we had 1hr 10mins after the performances to stone and wait for mass dance and song session
walked around school...
went to the grand stand
kinda nice place at night
quite cooling (well yearh it rained soon after that BUT)
have to admit it was kinda eerie actually
thanks to someone who said that place was super haunted at night
THANKS AH
okayy la..
at least i had my fill of hitting you with the balloon you bought me =D
i should carry around stuffs to hit you with more often
whoo~
okiee
anyways..
were staring at people playing with sparklers
so preeeeetty.
hahhaa
but they were making alot of noise. hur.
oh wells..
went back to the celebrations

hahaha
can't believe i did the mass dances!
and sang like nobody's business
okayy
i miss the OG days
SO MUCH.
so much so that... it's sad to think about it.
oh wells.
people move on.

this reminds me..
i was watching meet the robinsons this morning
GREAT MOVIE.
i especially remember this:
"sometimes you just have to let go of the past, and just move on"

and i'm still at it....