dont think that since i dont go blog surfing, i dont know anything.

dont think that since you hide things, i wont know what you did.

dont think that when you say something, no one else knows.
because walls have ears.

what's happened? hai.. ask yourself lor.

Stay together for the kids
by Blink 182.


Its hard to wake up
When the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted
It's so pathetic
It makes no sense at all

I'm ripe with things to say
the words rot and fall away
If a stupid poem could fix this home,
I'd read it every day

So here's your holiday

hope you enjoy it this time
you gave it all away
It was mine
So when your dead and gone
Will you remember this night
Twenty years now lost
It's not right

The anger hurts my ears
Been running strong for seven years
Rather then fix the problem
They never solve them
It makes no sense at all

I see them everyday
We get along so why can't they?
If this is what he wants
And its what she wants
Then whys there so much pain?

So here's your holiday
Hope you enjoy it this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when your dead and gone
Will you remember this night
Twenty years now lost
It's not right

So here's your holiday
Hope you enjoy it this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when your dead and gone
Will you remember this night
Twenty years now lost
It's not right

crying does help in getting rid of your problems. at least its better than getting your knuckles bloody. at least you dont hurt yourself. at least no one knows.

so funny just now... haha.. training damn slack lor.. but cos muscle ache so very hard to train also.. then train gun fan lor.. hai... dont know what's wrong with me.. like why must there always be comments to everything i do... hai.. cant i just live my own life.

then comes the funny part... after training, we went to see xinyi play the piano and we started singing too.. then i wanted to ask xin yi if she knew how to play "wo ai ni" by s.h.e... but i was concentrating on what yngtyng and ying rong were talking about so dont know what i saying.. then i sat down and wanted to xin yi.. in the end i accidentally asked : ni zhi dao wo ai ni ma? lol.. everyone was so freaked out... haha... then i was like.. did i say something wrong? then i realised.. haha.. so slow right.. i had wanted to ask: you know how to play wo ai ni on the piano anot... haha... then laugh like shit.. haha.. anyway.. i not les lor.. hhaa... obvious right... lol.. okay. yearh i think that's the only funny part.. just that i couldn't walk down steps.. lol. very funny lar... and i conclude: xinyi is very very very pro at piano and music.. i think i'm gonna die of embarrassment during the guitar lesson cos xinyi and huiying so so so so pro at music and like. i dont even know how to play the piano properly.. wahahahs. but nevermind.. xinyi shall be my teacher!! lol.... okay.. i think that's all.. so byebye~

can you please decide what you wanna do? cos it isn't fun for ANYONE for you to go around yapping and yelling anything, everything about others. ugh.
well.. 1 more day! jia you! hope to see you soon.. =)

hai... why why why why why people refuse to believe whatever i say. fine lar. then i shall not talk lor. damn. aiyar. why the freaking hell am i crying. and what the hell am i crying for. damn. argh. and when they refuse to believe me, then misunderstandings surface. hai. and its all my fault again. i get scolded and everything else. fine lar. damn it. see if you'll survive in my shoes. bleahhhhhh.

hope you're doing okay for your eoys. all i can do is pray for you.

whoo~ went out with xinyi today. so horrible... haha.. not you xinyi, but the weather. tian ah. rin and rain and rain like shit. then we went to clementi and queenstown community center to find guitar courses... and got drenched like hell! and i really mean hell. it was totally horrible.. a very very huge storm. and totally wet lor.. in the end, both CCs dont have. =(
then went to PS yamaha.. haha. then got brochures and stuffs lar.. then buy ahem's present. ans stuffs lor... hhaha.... then TOOK NEOS!~ first time take with xinyi. lol... then find skipping ropes.. but dont have.. then come home le..haha... quite boring but interesting too. we both need better and bigger umbrellas. hhaha.. and xinyi needs a new one. so horrible.... half way through, you'll see her collecting rain. hahas. if you know what i mean.. alright... that's all for today.. byebye~~ =)

missed you yesterday, today and all the other days ahead.

oh my god. so fun today!! haha.. haven't had so much fun in ages. well, we went there like chao early.. but already alot alot of people queuing.(dont know how to spell.) then got the funKey. then went in lo. put bags in locker, do abit of hair and toilet stuffs. lol.. dont think dirty. erm. then started playing. like come on. rainbow and family coaster is down. so played alpha8 first leh! so scary lar.. no warmup yet then just go directly to play alpha8 haha. then played pepsi lar. wet and wild, viking, revolution,inverter and flipper and EVERYTHING ELSE. esp. the red baron (yes yingr, the aeroplane thing. ) lol. wonder what so nice about it. haha. then the HAUNTED HOUSE. damn it lar. where is crystal when we needed her to laugh about the freaking ghost. haha. so damn freaky with the "na~na~na~na~na" and the "grarrrrr" eww.. and ahem threatened to hang herself if ahem came near to ahem!!! lol. LAUGH TILL LAND ON THE FLOOR AND SQUIRM. hees. okay lar. not that jia lat but someone else and i were laughing like siao everytime we talk about it. haha. and guess what. so maluating... we went out before even entering the thing. lol. cos that thing was breathing down xinying's and my neck and singing and "grarrling" haha. so soso darn freaky. but i think the ghost inside would be laughing like shit about ahem. haha. man. threatened to hang herself lar. haha. okay.anyways. yearh.. ahem! be careful. it would be the joke of the year!! haha. okay okay joking. she embarrassed enough. lol. took ALOT OF viking. haha. well... conkky loves inverter.. all thanks to me to pull her up on it. lol. tyng too.. lol.. okay.. well. xinyi. a relief that we didn't have to be peace makers today! haha.. okay. gotta go... been talking alot. and conkky.. sorry i had to lean on you so much for the ride. couldn't help it. you told me to sit in front. lol. okay. byebye~ =)

very very happy. haha.s oh well. back to school on monday for lang arts paper!!
hope you can make it. you always make empty promises. =(

oOops.. well i'm supposed to forget and treat people nice.. lol... well... i just wanna say BIKING IS FUN LAR.. haha... proud of myself.. haha.. time of my life! hai.. i think i chose the wrong path last time... led to so much suffering... me and everyone around me... haha.. hmm... i shall not bitch about anyone because i'm supposed to be nice... well.. haven't bitched for quite along time also lar... no one to bitch to mar...haha... ah!! this whole week is like so fun.. going cousin's house to give tuition tomorrow.. then friday go watch movie with glo (maybe)... then sat go escape... then sun go shopping with parents! haha.. i feel so fortunate.. go shopping almost like every week and spend so much.. haha... well.. money ain't supposed to be kept right? haha... well.. maybe wrong.. but in this case i get to spend all i want! hee.. =)

argh... so burnt today.... totally red and hot and look like lobster... lol.. ah!! sorry today forget to sms you.. haha... erm... i guess today was really fun.. and the "mtv" thing.. though i dont know much... haha.. i only know that.. well.. yay.. feel quite carefree today.. dont know why...

love love love love love, love love, makes the world go around...
=D i haven't seen you for a long long long time.. hai... love doens't make MY world go round... only my guitar.. lol.. joking.. and some other people lor.. haha.. like.. yili? glo? haha...

you're the meaning in my life. you're the inspiration.

haha... today last paper... science... think i flunked the physics part.. lol... hmm.. after that went to town with gloria and yilina! haha.. so fun lar... we went to buy tickets.. then cd then rush to watch CORPSE BRIDE! haha.. so funny... like it alot.. although its only 75mins.. haha... well.. tim burton's movies are always short but funny.. haha... well.. i like sparks the dog... and the 2 little ghost children.. hees... so cute.. hmm. after that went to eat pasta! wa full like siao.. haha.. treat gloria to it as birthday present.. lol...so darn creamy.. cant finish.. haha... then went to take neoprints! so prettyful.. haha... well.. its pretty+beautiful... haha.. erm... then walk around... decided what to buy at the next shopping spree..haha... erm.. well.. shall get gloria to buy the same mango racerback as me.. haha.. then we can go buy same op skirts.. lol.. then look like 3 idiots with same EVERYTHING. lol... yays... i can help gloria change her "xing xiang" le.. haha.. today very fun.. haha.. then walk to taka... walk wisma... and stuffs.. haha.. then came home to change my blogskin le lo..haha... ME AND MY SHOELACES. SHALL RULE. haha.. yays.. i've fallen in love with my shoelaces.... =) although its very very dirty.. lol... okay.. that's all... enjoy~

i'm sorry i cannot be like before. its impossible for me to accept that i am out. hai.
when can i see you again? i always feel like giving up. but in the end you always talk me into believing you. i dont know who to believe anymore. i just know that i have to thank all those who have helped me through this part of my life. you led me by your hands. i will never forget that.