WHY DID I HAVE TO GO BACK AND LOOK AT OUR CHAT HISTORY.
(dumbest thing i've done in a LONG WHILE)

now it doesn't hurt as much that you're with her...
but that hole you left, walking out on me when we've had a pact that it's you and me against this sucky education system,
it will never be filled again.

and thanks to you.
i'm so alone in this i'm suffering from panic-manic attacks.

things should never go well your way.
there's a special place in hell for people like you.