i'm thinking... and. i'm frustrated.
i finally got what i was thinking all this while...
it kinda struck me just a while ago.
it's that i'm feeling so insecure.
yes.. that's the exact word
i dont even know how i came to feel this way.
dont get me wrong...
i believe you
but it's the feeling that both of you just cant let something go.
i've tried.. trust me i have..
i've tried to not let myself think so much
but every time i see her...
that's what comes to my mind first.
maybe.. that's why i'm scared.
yeah.. things are starting to make sense.

that's a WRONG word to use.
because it's overestimating yourself.
if you really do so,
why dont i see it in people around you?
trust me.
you've hurt more than you think.
so fuck out of this.