hellos people!
havent blogged in AGES...

alright... had volleyball chalet...
IT WAS GREATTT
THANKS JUNIORS... for the wonderful farewell party...
will never forget you guys... ;)
thanks for the presents too..
the vb tee, erhem, make up, certificates and letters...
really.. thanks so much...
love you all!
pictures from the chalet are all in the link on the right!
("picture me!)

wnt sakura with shinyi and gang... ahaha...
except that shinyi wasn't there...
hmm that's weird...
alright.. so only me, zijia, jiahui and kaihui...
SO FATTENING LA
especially the yummmmmy dessert! =)

okayy...
guess what!
i think i'm in looove....hahaha...
let's call this guy LS....
he's well...
cute! yet mature....
and wen3 zhong4...
and... MY TYPE. hahaha
but so sad....
no one can ever know...
and neither will LS know.. =(
oh wells... i dont think i'll see him any sooner too...
so sad right! =((
haii it's alright....
i'll always remember SW's baby face! =)
okayy this is getting WAYY OBVIOUS.
i shall stop rambling...

okayy...
i'm quitting coffee club already...
saturday's my last day of work and mag wants to have a farewell party for me...
SO NICE OF HER.
ahahahaha.....
but she wants me to sponsor the party la...
so that's not very nice of her... ahaha
but if i sponsor i think my pay will be GONE.

anyways... i hope i'll have fun in australia!
AUSSIE HERE I COME!
i'm flying next friday...
so excited! hahaaha

okayy i'm thinking of my shuai ge (LS!) again and I SOUND DESPERATE.
okayy i shall stop.

okayy now for some personal messages...
gonna address the following few paras to certain people..
though i wont say who.... well.
go figure.
if you're smart enough you'll know. boo.

argh.
let me tell you.
YOU HAVE NO LIMITS.
it's fine if you joke about someone or laugh AT someone,
as long as you stop and let the person know it was just a brief joke.
if you continue and refuse to stop,
IT STARTS GETTING IRRITATING I TELL YOU.
it becomes an INSULT and not a joke anymore.
girl, i hope you know this is for you.
YOUR JOKES ARE STARTING TO GET UNFUNNY AND SOMETIMES IT HURTS
IT HURTS.
ALRIGHT??!!
and cant you ever think of anyone other than yourself?
everyone has to give in to you all the time...
even when others have to sacrifice,
you take it as if it's for granted and must be so...
and after people have made so much sacrifices, and ask for some returns,
you ALWAYS say NO without hesitation.
IT'S FUCKING IRRITATING SO STOP IT.

okayy this is for someone else...
i know you care, i know you want things to work out.
but i dont know how to tell you this...
we are.....
quite impossible.
i'm so sorry..
you've showered me with so many compliments and encouragement that i've felt better at times when i feel really bad...
but it all feels like plain sweet-talking with no meaning after a while...
probably it's my problem that i'm not used to it....
but maybe... it's just not my style, not how i flow.
and..... sometimes,it's even gnissarrabme...
i'm so sorry... you're just not exactly what i want to go for.
i'll try... but i'll tell you...
i cant promise you anything, and i doubt i will in the future.
i'm so sorry.

this is for my sis...
jie! hope you're having fun in rome and all that.
PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND BE VERY VERY CAREFUL
LOVE YOU SIS!
muah
=)

*still thinking of LS... wahaha*
i think i'm abit sick in the mind.

okayy i guess i'll stop my post here....
I DESPERATELY NEED TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN...

p.s. i wanna stop all that you call nonsense too. but i cant help it. SLASH. and let me bleed.