I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
I'M AT A F*CKING TOTAL MESS NOW.

why is everybody like that??
WHYYYYYY

and believe it or not
I CALL THAT BITCHING. YES AND I'M NOT HAPPY.
if you really mean it, TELL HER.
it's not right speaking like this behind her back..
STOP IT

i dont know what to do about you.
I REALLY DONT...
i cant continue, i cant stop.
please.

oh god.. someone...
help me.. please....
i cant show it, i cant tell,
i dont know what else i can do.

i dont wanna do what i did before.
it hurts. it hurts so much.
but there's nothing else i can take my anger and my frustration out on!
if nothing else works, maybe pain is the best way to forget things.