that's all..
4 matches..
lost 2 won 2..
good enough?
no.. not at all..
missed. missed by one set.
at least we improved.
we only won one set last year.
now we miss by a set.
great.

so after the game i was really feeling down.
like it finally dawned upon me that..
heyy.. it's our last official game for nyvb.
and maybe our last for this entire team of 12 of us.
i dont know.
people say there'll be hwachong..
but i guess it wont be the same.

i dont know why..
it feels so wrong..
so wrong that we didn't make it.
what the hell was the problem?
gosh

isn't it time you moved closer?