i realised i didn't blog my entire work experience program..
alright.. i was working at skylace language school
a tuition center kind of school..
yep the experience was really fulfilling..
get to teach and prepare teaching materials.
the best part was redesigning the decorations on the wall..
well.. nothing much to complain EXCEPT FOR THE PAY.
damn! i got only 70 bucks for working 7 days...
can you believe it?
yy got it exactly.. 1 BUCK PER HOUR.



alright.. so lately i've been missing some people.. yep..
particularly my teammates..
most of them coming back le..
training feels so different without my team!



and of course i miss certain other people...
haven't seen them for a long time..
mm maybe i'll get a chance and ask them out or something..



well i've been feeling kinda back to my old pessimistic self recently.
gotta change?
yep.. dont wanna be influencing others..


elsa said something really meaningful recently..
yep..
something like.. life doesn't always have to be so colourful and eventful.
it doesn't always have to be sneaking into clubs every night..
doesn't have to have special or out of the world people...
doesn't always have surprises..

normality is just alright.
look at all the people around yourself..
they've survived with an occasional movie and a few good friends to hang out with..
i guess how you really feel is just the key.. yep.. =)




it sometimes hurts to think of the past.
but it'll all be better after you look towards the bright future ahead of you..
it makes all the suffering before worth it..
and makes you stronger..
you mature when you realise things are not that simple afterall..
when you blame someone else for the faults you made..
or someone else blames you for the fualts they made..
it just goes around... it's called karma for some..
but i prefer to call it life.
=)



thanks for all you've done for me.