hello...

very long never blog le..

dont know what to do.

tomorrow! should i??

but so weird...

dont know..

i thought i gave up.. thought i was beginning to forget..

but..

i realised i couldn't..

but i cant do anything.

wait? i've waited too long

cry? i've cried too much

face it? i haven't got the courage

ask? no...

it's like.. putting my guitar away for 4 months and coming back to it now..

of course i cant play it well anymore...

well what a shit thing to say.. okayy

training today...

okay lar..

not very tired..

dont know why.

maybe i didn't play my best..

that's why...

okayy i'm going off..

bye