and so it ends like this. it's been so long... and i guess we're both sick and tired.



this may just be another bump in my life, another obstacle on the road.. but it also may be a turning point...



well i'm just certain - i've grown up. i've learnt. learnt to see how ugly the world is. and how i can blind myself to all that's unhappy.. and let happy thoughts keep me going. well of course i've cried.. but at least i've let out my emotions. it wasn't easy clicking the "send" button.. but i still did it. yep. i'm stronger now. much stronger. but yet i've wasted lotsa stuff in this long period of time... well.. for 1, i did waste alot of tears.. well now it amounts up to------ a surprising NOTHING. okay,2,i wasted alot of my energy!!! god.. if i could use that energy to do my work... play volleyball... 3, i wasted lotsa time.. a big part of my youth.. godd. i'd better start feeling younger. hehs. well.. i think there's more. but oh wells.. cant remember now. hahaha.



okayy so competitions are coming up in 2 weeks' time. JIA YOU! WE SHALL MAKE LOTS OF NOISE ON COURT AND SCARE THE OTHER TEAM!! MUST HAVE MOQI! NANYANG STEADY ACE!!!!! =DDD



p.s. if you're wondering if i'm crying right now. forget it Mister. i'm never gonna drop another tear for you. i've been through it and emerged as a winner. and you remember that.