it's been a LONG AND TIRING month. well, things are FINALLY turning for the better.. haha.. well about him.. erm.. hope can thrash everything out and like.. get a proper explanation for everything. we'll leave that to next week.. i shall not let that bother me for the time being.. haha.. erm..how about them.. haha.. i think i'll let go.. maybe i just dont click.. but no matter what, i wish them all the best and stay happy and crappy always! just wanna say sorry if i've done anything wrong and please dont avoid me or something. maybe its the other way round. haha.. but. i've really found someone i can treasure and does that in return. :) thanks yilina, for everything, for anything.. haha.. enjoyed my time with you during cross-country and no i dont find you boring cos i am boring too.. diao.. and lol.. haha.. erm.. dont worry about not being good enough for me cos i'm not as good as you think either. lol.. (i doubt she reads this! oOops.. haha) erm if you do, tag okay! =) well.. about my studies.. working EXTRA hard now. really. my goal and aim--> IP. i'm clear of what i want. and i will work. i dont believe in waiting for miracles anymore.. haha.. ;P okays then.. shall go study math.. friday got test lars... sianx right.. haha..

byes people... ~~

well, i thought i could give you up but.. to think of it, maybe not. i will listen, if you're willing to talk.
and.. thank you sis and elle, thank you both SO MUCH. thanks for all the encouragement and support.. i will work hard and be strong. i wont cry over it anymore. thanks SO MUCH.