i've never felt like such a failure in my whole entire life before. my goodness. damn. argh. nothing's still going my way. everyone's leading their own wonderful perfect life and i'm struggling to keep my relationships in control. BUT SOMEHOW I JUST CAN'T. ='( what the hell is the problem with me. oh freak. friends, family, almost everyone around me. even my work's going down. what the?

yearh i'm supposed to do my LA comicstrip today, then do the market research for home econs. i havent started though.. but i finished my art and finished studying chinese yesterday. :) so sianded lar. weekends getting worse and worse. shall continue to do my comic strip now. bye.

--had fun? yearh. i bet so. it was on purpose. i didn't wanna spoil the fun.--
--come on. i need a better reason for that.--