its not my fault you acted this way
its not my fault you left me today
its not my fault you walked out on me
its not my fault, i'm never wrong.

its not your fault i'm in this state
its not your fault i'm left half-dead
its not your fault i feel so wretched
its not your fault, i cant blame you.

okay.. its 1.26am right now. i dont know. just feel betrayed. but nevermind. i'll never show. this post just came to me all of a sudden. and just put it down here. looks weird and off anyway. but really. it tells how i feel right now. just. betrayed.

okay. i guess i shall go blast my head off with greenday songs and get rid of all these evil thoughts in my head. i'm still a loner in the end. -

i'll cut your throat.

2 more days till ben comes back.