feeling: fucked up.
too bad unkymoods dont have this as a mood.

everthing's going wrong alright. i'm sick to the bone and just plain fucked up. fever hasn't subsided and flu's making my nose run around. argh.

and guess what. i just took my medicine in the morning and went back to sleep cause i didn't sleep much yesterday night. only around 3 hours?! and i woke up at 7.30 in the morning cause i thought got project. then in the end when i finished bathing and eating my breakfast and about to leave my house, i smsed my group members to ask where to meet and then VOILA. the date was changed to 22june and i didn't know. i cursed sweared banged my fist on the wall yearh. okay. knuckles hurt but not as bad asthe previous times when i knocked yearh. okay.bad enough. so i took my flu medicine and went back to sleep. medicine makes people drowsy yearh.. so sleep all the way to 1.30... i know i'm pig lar. but cannot blame me. i'm sick you see. i guess i have all the right to sleep till afternoon since its holidays still.

and at 1.20, my freaking FUCKED-UP-IN-THE-BRAIN coach huahua called and ask me where i was. and i was like. OH SHIT. i was supposed to go school volleyball court to set net for huahua's ai tong training. damn. she told me to take a cab and be in school in 15 mins. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. i was still in bed lar. so i told her i was sick too. then i CHIONG all the way and reached school in half an hours' time taking a cab. i had to comb my hair in the cab larh. hai. then I SPENT 8 BUCKS ON THE TAXI FARE. JUST FOR HER. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. so i got there and she start scolding why i forget and blah blah blah. and she said i grew fat. it made me wanna spit the sweet in my mouth onto her freaking smug face. damned. so i proceded to set the net and she helped me. (once in a blue moon one okay.) i didn't call the rest lar. like siao. they live so far. tell them come down just to set net. think i stupid arh. then she nag nag nag lar. say the rest too lazy or something. like not everyone as rich as her can take cab EVERYWHERE one lor. then after that i was setting one side of the net and she setting the other side. then she tie wrongly then the whole net look weird. then she blame me. hai. what's her problem???????? blame me for instructing her wrongly to set the net. damn. and i just said sorry lor. what else can i do with this bitch. then after setting the net then she talk for a while lor. then to my surprise, she paid me back my taxi fare. wahahaha.. but still not enough lor. she wasted my time and i was sick lar. hai. then after that she took out a bottle of chewing gum for me. i took one and then wanted to return to her then she said is buy for me one lor. that's much better yearh... but maybe got poison one also dunno.. haha.. but already ate one so continue eating lor.. haha.. die then die lar.

so came home and yearh here i am. blogging. havent eat lunch and its 3 already.

oh yearh.. yesterday started new song on my guitar and my cousin's bass lor... haha.. greenday's song again!! whoo~ simply love them. erm.. yearh.. played a song called "blood, sex and booze". quite jumpy rhythm lar.. so quite easy just that i cant seem to get the right sound and the guitar tab was totally off. haha. yearh.

alrite.. 3 more days till ben comes back. waiting.