hope you enjoy it this time... you gave it all away.

Thursday, February 03, 2005

aiyo.. now go online weird weird de... no one to tok to... and those big group convos like i dunno wat they toking also.. haha.. might as well do work instead... keep piaing work last min these days... haha... so bad rite.. i tink i not working hard enough.. haiz... i must jia you mans!!! haha... also very long never blog le.. haha.... keep piaing work ma.. haha.. cryst should know... hai.. sometimes i really dun wish to come online... i dun wanna see someone... no one knows this.. and cryst, its not the person u'll be expecting it to be... so dun worry... everytime this person comes online, i'll be like... feel so crappy and idiotic... like a freak liddat... hai... i cant take it anymore... i'll break down soon... i cant cry. i wont cry. i must not cry. no use saying..see if i can take it though... hai.. on the bus just now.. i thought alot. it just isn't meant to be. but i'm lucky.... my life isn't screwed... feel so bad for yingr... (she said that her life is screwed... dun ever say tat again yingr... we dun exist on this world to feel freaky...) i just hope everything goes on smoothly and nothing big comes up... thats all for today... bye.

wishing at 2:51 PM