hope you enjoy it this time... you gave it all away.

Saturday, January 22, 2005

I FEEL SO CRAPPY, SO SUCKY, I'M GONNA BREAK DOWN SOON. SOMEONE SAVE ME. ARGH!! trng sucked yesterday. Fuck tat darn huahua. How dare she call me stupid and dumb. Like hu's the one who's stupid AND dumb. haha... anyway... today had OM.. we finalise our script le!!! YAY!!! haha.. i'm a shopkeeper aka doctor aka puppet controller. haha... alot of roles huh... yar lor... all those boring boring stuff all throw to me.. sickening... like WOW lor... hai... hu tell me to be so nice... haha.. let them take the farni farni roles to have farn...hai... nvm lar.. gonna end in term 3 anyway.. hahaha... so... dun care lar.... haha... i'll just make do with what i hav... and try my best lor..haha.. anyway..
went out today wif 367.. to bishan... haha.. took 2 times neoprint!! yayayayay!!! 2367 rawks big time!!!!!! and 236sq.7sq. rawks too... haha... we ALL rawk big time!~ haha... haiz... feel soooo crappy.. dunno y.. get angry at the slightest of things... then keep feeling like dying..... so sick... haiz... so long never blog le... lost touch le.. haha... aiyarhz.. dun care lar... i no time marhz... so dun blog lor... i very bui song now can... wa lao.. freak... haiz... i suck. big time. and people agree too...
haiz... oh yes people.. i noe tis skin veh saddist larhz... but it has NOTHING, i repeat, NOTHING to do with my love life... haha... miss ben as much..haha... maybe a little more.. cant wait for chinese new year eve... haha... got 2 things i look forward to... its after school *hint hint* haha.. and the steamboat reunion dinner at nite.. haha... pig rite.. haha.. but i tink crystal more pig larhz... she piglet.. haha... she damn pig one lor.. haha.. eat and eat and eat.. haha... toking on the fone wif her jus now... i told her i was eating cheese tart.. and she was like: I waN!! haha... but who cares... prove we are not aneroxic.. haha.. crap... haha... learnt many languages today.. and jiayun go copy me and learn also...haha... k larhz.. anyway.. i keep singing when on the fone.. haha... sorry crystal.. if i broke your eardrums while screaming linkin park, haha... i'm sorry... haha... oh yes... haha.. cryst.. i just learnt something... haha... something i wanna say to you.. haha.. Amigos por siempre...haha... go find the meaning yourself k? haha... if the meaning turns out to something awkward... u come ask me k.. haha... ok lar... i'm just feeling downright crappy today. freak myself. i tink i'll stab myself with a knife anytime next week. sickening. i'm left alone in a world i hate. boo...

wishing at 6:07 PM