hope you enjoy it this time... you gave it all away.

Thursday, January 27, 2005

dun feel like blogging today. but. felt the need to speak. freak tat huahua. she gave up on our jurong match. how could she. i thought she was so professional as a coach. fuck her. we believed. she crushed it. anyway. score was 11-25, 20-25. big improvement for us for the second match. very organised i could say. good match. but still feel like crying after the match. we lost. hopes and dreams crushed like paper in my hands. why. why did i let the ball fall jus like tat. i could have gotten it back. i could have. i should have. i would have. tell me please. just what's wrong wif me. i'm getting so sad tis few days. so sad. so sad till i cry everyday. i'm sorry ben.. if u see this. i didn't mean to cry. just felt so hopeless, so helpless, no one to tok to, no one to cry to. quite disappointed that u cant come to watch my match. but. anyway, played my heart out jus now. cancel my wish list! yay. hai. i said yay and i'm sad. makes no sense. wats the use anyway. freak.

Where is the love?
where is the love?
where is the love, the love, the love...

I walk a lonely road,
the only one that i have ever known,
dunno where it goes,
but its home to me and i walk alone.

wishing at 10:53 AM