hope you enjoy it this time... you gave it all away.

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

yox... wa... still sick... canot stand it le... the medicine is killing me!! canot stand it anymore!!! wa... make me SO drowsy... and my stomach is churning like shit!!! how?? cant help it too.. i HAVE to get well by thursday... i hav a match and if i continue skipping trng, how can i keep my setter position!! aiyo... MUST MUST MUST get well!!!
went to the doctor's this morning... the doctor like first time like tat... ask me if i have fever - i say have, but she never take my temperature... and never give me medicine for my fever!! Shit her... but at least nothing too bad happened... anyway.. i have PANADOL at home... so when i cant take it.. can eat panadol lo... stupid doctor... then when i came back home, have to take 2 capsules, 4 tablets leh!! swallow until like shit like tat... haha... after tat then went online of cos... otherwise will rot one...haha..
guess wat... My blog was destroyed this morning lo!!! have to redo... but at least everything is the same.. haha... and again, thanx to crystal for accompanying me all through the time i was re-doing my blog!! u rawk gurl!! haha... haiz... y do i have this feeling tat no one cares for me?
i noe i will be hurting those who do, but... i jus feel empty.. and nobody cares... like the only ones hu bother abt me is crystal, ben and my parents... haiz... forget it... not my business anyway...
and of cos, i got SO drowsy from the medicine tat i had to go offline and take a nap... but still couldn't really sleep... dozed off for 1 hr only... the other 2 hours were spent reading my book lo... haha...
ok... tat's all folks!! gonna go die now.. bYez!~

wishing at 2:42 PM